Letters to Mikha

Letters to Mikha

Tuesday, May 28th 2013.

Tangerang.

Say hello to my new crush! Xx Before I continue my letters, I’m so sorry for my grammar. Maybe, it is the most random grammar ever :’) I know you’ll never read this. But I’m writting this, as you will read. I dunno when is that•

Mikha, kamu tau gak, aku agak sedih gituya nulis ini. Okay, I’m weird. Do you know why I’m sad? Because I know, I know, I wrote a letter that will never be read by the people is the goal of this letter. Aku baru pertama kali ngerasain bener-bener yang namanya suka sama ‘artis’ not only like as an idol. I dont know am I deserve to be called as ‘Djimbas’ but one thing that I’ve known, I like you soooo much. Perhaps not only like, I could say ‘love’. I dunno this is worth it or not. This is weird or not. This is stupid or not. 

Honestly, today, tonight, I'm a little sad and shed tears because I thought, I like you, but in fact we will never meet, and even you don’t know me at all. And you have to know this is the first time I’m little crying for a boy, but it isn’t a problem for me.

Mikh, kamu tau gak? I admire you soooo much. When the first time you’re in x-factor. When you first call your name. Then, your age. So, when you said you were in college. That time, I was already very fascinated. Aku terpesona banget, Mikh. Do you think its funny or not? If this is called ‘love at the first sight?’ :-D Hehe. Aku gila ya, kebanyakan baca novel, ftv dan nonton film romance mungkin :p.

Your handsomeness, your smile, your intelligence, your voice, your attitude, the way you treat women, your laughter, your intelligence play a musical instrument. That's a small part that makes women out there fascinated and melted when listen to you sing, including me—.

Aku masih inget loh, awal kali aku kenal kamu. I still remember, you are in the x-factor auditions on 18 January 2013. I'm also still remember you sang michael buble's song, the title is 'lost'. I even still remember, one of the judges called Bebi Romeo said: your singing style on the stage is like the style people look for coins, but he said you have to keep your style because its unique. I even very remember, you said that style to relieve nervous when you sing without a guitar. I was very very very remember your name 'Mikha Angelo' became a worldwide trending topic that night. That night, I also updated about you on twitter. I still remember all of you, right? Aku gak bisa lupa, lupa tentang hal itu, Mikh♥

Jujur ya, Mikh aku pernah loh ngerasain flat banget liat kamu nyanyi. Aku jujur, aku gabohong. Eh terus aku pernah nyoba nyari nama kamu di soundcloud, aku dengerin. Aku dengerinnya malem-malem loh, sebelum tidur, hujan lagi. Aku melted melted gimana gitu HEHEHE. Aku suka malem hari, aku suka hujan, terus aku juga suka kamu. Semenjak itu aku suka banget (lagi) sama kamu. Terus aku juga pernah ngetweet gini, @Angelo_Mikha Mikh, mungkin kalo aku denger km nyanyi di soundcloud aku bnr-bnr melted, Tapi....kalo liat kamu di x-factor kok agak ngeflat itu ya, Mikh? Awkward. Eh tapi. You have proved, Mikh! :) One week after I critism like that. I never though before, you’re rock MIKHA! :--D kamu keren banget. You’re the coolest guys I’ve ever known!  You sang a song by NOAH.

But, you're eliminated. Since then, I really want to see you still exist in the world of music. I ever until pray, pray for you. I'm just afraid, afraid if you're only there on x-factor. And then, you joined in @SonyMusicID I was soooooooooo glad to hear that. I was very grateful. And then, there hastag # WeWantTheOvertunesAlbum I joined. Padahal pada saat itu, aku belum hafal nama personil The Overtunes selain kamu. But, I still joined.  Yes, although not much, I'm afraid of spamming.

Ohiya, Mikh. Not long after that, you performed at the result show x-factor. I’m so happy can see you again on x-factor! Your first perfomance with Kak Anggun and other boys. The second perfomance you sang ‘Good Time’ with Kak Fatin. Aku senyum-senyum sendiri liat kamu nyanyi bareng Kak Fatin. Aku gapaham aku seneng karna faktor apa? Either aku seneng karena kalian berdua sama-sama idola aku di x-factor nyanyi bareng or aku seneng karena aku berkhayal yang nyanyi di sebelah kamu itu aku.

Kamu masih inget gak? You've defended fatin? As I remember, one of the people who doesn’t like Fatin said that Fatin has a low memory. Right? Then, you replied, you also ever forget the lyrics in the XFI. The haters replied again.  Finally  you said, "Everybody make-mistake." In that time, I think. Wah kamu wise banget ya. Kamu ngebelain Fatin dengan kata-kata,“Everybody make mistake.” Itu salah satu respon yang cerdas menurut aku. You treat woman so well :--) Aku suka cowok yang kaya gitu, kaya kamu.

Then, I open one of the ‘Djimbas’ account. She said when down to the stage, you're holding Fatin’s hand. Again and again, I'm really happy. I think positive. You treat a girl well. Although I do not know the incident really happened or not. Aku seneng idola aku akrab, not like haters yang berkeliaran selama ini.

Yesterday, I was excited to see you at HitamPutih with Fatin! :D and Novita. I find it funny to see Fatin was shy. Fatin is a cute, nice, funny, friendly girl. I imagine if you were sitting next to me: $ I'm sure I would be embarrassed as well as Fatin. Aku gaada maksud buat nyebarin gosip atau apapun kok, tenang aja. Gabakal. I feel confused. when I saw you with Fatin I dont feel jealous. but when I saw you reply to tweets Djimbas actually I'm a little jealous. Weird! Aku juga bukan tipe fans yang ngelarang kamu berhubungan dengan seseorang kok! Dan bukan juga type fans yang ngebully setiap orang yang deket sama kamu. Stay calm ya :-B

Mikha, do you know? Almost every night I imagine about you =D In my imagination  you’re my boyfriend HEHE. Someday, I wish I can meet you, know you more and be your ‘friend’ or ‘close friend’. Sometimes I called you, ‘my imaginary love’

Ohiya, Mikh. Ada sepupu kamu ya usernamenya @luikaaa aku pernah ada sedikit ‘conflict’. At first, aku mikir dia kok terlalu urusin kamu banget ya? Over respon ngelaiat kamu digosipin. Toh, emang sebenernya banyak seleb yang digosipin pacaran juga diem. Kamunya aja cuek digosipin gitu J but finally, aku ngerti kok sikapnya dia. Pas baca tweetsnya Kak Mada aku tambah ngerti, kamu masih 15 tahun. Pantes aja keluarga kamu masih ngeprotect kamu  gitu. I understand. I’m so sorry to @luikaaa for this missunderstood.

I’m glad to see your smile. I’m still 15 years old, you too. I was born on 1998. I wanna know, what will you wanna be someday? I wanna see you be successfull man. We will be success together ya? Amen 0:-).

Mikha, you’re boy that I dream. I like nice guy, you’re kindly, has sense of humor, intelligent, can play a musical instrument, can sing, handsome, good attitude. and all that is in yourself. At my school, no one is perfect like you. But, unfortunately yes we are different religions: ')

Mikha, I'm writing this from my deepst heart. Without modified. I don’t care to read by anyone. Purpose that I write this is only you, Mikha Angelo♥

Mikha, for long time I dont feel how feel to fall in love with a guy. And I could felt it now! Because of you. I’m really happy can feel this. Thanks, Mikh! I felt sorry for my madness :p

                        A fan who is still confused, am I worth it or not to be called as 'Djimbas'

Salsabila T.A.